2001-07-04
|| 10:54 p.m.
Questions?
Should I enter this? Will my self-deprecation allow for it? I have so much belief in my friends, but will I ever believe in myself? Would my problems go away if I was an attractive boy? Will I ever be what I am worth? Is what I am all that I'm worth? Why do I still miss a cousin who died ten years ago? Why do I believe in social programmes when it seems that no-one else does anymore? Why did I fall for someone who lives so far away? Will I *ever* get to go to places I've never seen? Why doesn't it rain this hard every day? Do I *really* say 'eh' as often as she says I do? Why do I always feel stupid after opening my mouth? Is it enough just to dream? Will I still be alive next year? Where did these questions come from?
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