04.19.2005 || 19:49

working through it

It's hard to find the time to come here when everything is moving so fast in my life. Good things, things I'd never have dreamed of last year. I'm getting a modicum of control and I'm changing things. I'm excited.

I'm actually starting to *feel* things a little, which is unbelievable. Apparently living life as though your feelings are plugged into a compressor is a symptom of deep depression. Sometimes it's not even apparent in any other way. I've been talking through so much stuff with my shrink, and I'm feeling something loosen inside. I got a twist of excitement over something tiny the other day -- just a small twist, but it felt like a benediction.



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