12.10.2001
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not making any *sense*...
The christmas tree up up, but as yet unadorned. That's how I like it best, still pagan and naked, shooting its perfume into the air like an invisible mist. The house smells like a pine forest, and I have half a mind to dive into the wardrobe and see what I would see on the other side. I just watched a movie I wish I'd written. I'm reading terrific book she left behind, along with her scent. Discoveries. Discovery eats boredom, chews it into a mush and swallows it, so that all that's left is a speck or a miniscule glob between the teeth -- a reminder, maybe. They can't be washed down, though. No matter which ocean you drink. My character sketches aren't detailed enough. Some roll-playing gamers I know create better character sketches for the people in their games than I have here for my characters. I must revisit them and bring them alive. Then the screenplay will write itself. It always does. It always does. It always does. To-morrow I will finally go and pick up the Hummer pictures. I don't know why it took so long, but there you go; they're done. I will give them to Kaffeine or David at my party (if they come), or sometime (if they don't). I am Jack's utter lack of faith. I believe that the government lies and that the major religions are poisonous, but I think that people will believe what they need to in order to survive; that's not neccessarily bad. But for many to-day, that means a slavish adherence to the religion of dollars or excessive logic; the Brain is lauded to the exclusion of the mind, and facts are more important than beliefs. How could we descend to this? I don't even know where that came from. I guess the fact that my happiest week-ends are always followed by my gloomiest weeks becomes more obvious when held up before the bright lights of inquisition. Whatever. I'm coming out all wrong to-day. Nevermind.
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