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2001-03-02 || 9.11p ExLover comes to see cf at work; cf spills tea I was coming back to work from lunch to-day, when my phone rang. I saw that it was someone from work, so I answered with a fairly rude 'yes?' and readied my 'stop checking up on me if I'm two minutes late' rant when I heard ExLover's voice. Ex: Hi. Um, I've got my gym membership cancellation fax, so it shouldn't be coming off your Visa anymore. I came to give you the paper.' CF: Um, um... Ex: Sorry, should I just leave it here and go? CF: Nonono. I'll be back in a microsecond! I walked in and she was sitting in the office kitchen, looking self confident as hell; new clothes... looked like a goddess. Of course, everyone at work who knew who she was tried to look nonchalant as they watched my face, and all the new guys just watched her. I saw her, and my lunch di a slow roll in my gut. I know the confidence was an act. it was firmly inplace whe she talked to my boss and the others; it slipped a bit when she turned to me, even as I was kicking myself for dumping her. After she left, my hands were shaking so much that I spilled tea all over my keyboard, even as I reminded myself that I'm finally okay. But I still went out and bought some clothes after work to feel better. Damn you, ExLover, don't undo everything I've built after you. Don't do it to me. Please. |
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