2001-02-25
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Happy Birthday, ExLover
Pacem in Terris Well, happy birthday, ExLover. I called her this afternoon to wish her happy thoughts. She said thanks and told me that her mother still hadn't called. I'm not surprised, but I *do* wish her mum had called. Then I finished cleaning *up* around here and went to McKibbin's to play at the session. Afters, I went to O'Donnell's (My hangout) to listen to a band I hadn't heard in a year. Well, I actually heard them last night as well, but *that* had been their first MTL gig in a year. At any rate, last night, they would only let me leave if I promised to bring my bodhr�n to-night and get up to play along on several tunes. The music was great, the women were beautiful, the conversation kicked, and I stayed too late and had to pump myself *full* of Ventolin, but it didn't occur to me to leave becase the night was so damned *fun.* ExLover called sometime after I left, but of course I wasn't home, as I was out burning up the town with my bodhr�n :-) There was a message saying thanks and good night. I don't know wy her voice quivers so much when she speaks to me, though. I wish it didn't. I mean, it's still me, right? The savage fucker who dumped her isn't really all that different from the man who worshipped the breath of her, right? **********
I got many photos back from the Pharmaprix to-night. I went through them at the Second Cup on De Maisonneuve and Mackay before going to the session. Even though they aren't all of a high degree of artistry, some of them made me all warm and giggly inside. I had taken several of them while Maman and Sister and I were at Brutopia celebrating Maman's successful thesis defence, and the quality of their smiles was different. I believe that our family is finally starting to look *genuinely* happy in pictures. Gone are the false smiles that hid such earth-shattering secrets.So many devils exorsised, so many 'is it all worth it's, so much to bring the three of us closer, even as it tore us from the rest of that family... Such happy smiles that night. It made me very happy for a little while to-night. Hey winter? Eat my fuck :-P
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